well i've decided to make this all less personal. . or at leat less comprehensible!! YEAH ME!! well if anything, there currently is sign of life! yeah sign of life!! at least i know something which is better than nothing but i'm NOT settling!! i wish i was this amazingly strong person. . (which i'm slowly becoming since i'm startin to bowl with a 12lb ball! WOWSERS!) i'm going to enjoy my life. . .breezing by before my eyes! oh yeah, on a happy note, im gonna be spending most of next week in NO (new orleans for all those who dont know. . .you kinda pick up on the abbreviations of Lousianna cities after a while. . *ahem*) sooo hopefully i'll get to spend some time at Harrah's (win me a lil bit of christmas money!!) and then head over to french connection so i can get one of those FCUK shirts. . or maybe the "arrete looking at mes boobies" shirt. . .i think its funny. . if i had a (real) guy, i would get him the "le coq magnifique" shirt. . hehe (translation: "the magnificant rooster" so get your dirty minds out of the gutter! =P) but lets hope NO will be fun! i'll get to see my nephews. . they're cute!! and maybe i'll get a new look!! any suggestions on hair color? highlights? hehe =D so thinking happy thoughts to get away from the drama. . no drama tonite for me kids! ENJOY the happy Jane while it lasts. . . !