so tonite's dinner was nice. . .it was kinda like a mini-middle school reunion of sorts! i hadnt seen certain people for at least 3-4 years and to see everyone was nice =) its amazing to see where everyone is today in their life! i would have never guessed four years ago the paths that we've all chosen and have walked on. . . its amazing to see how time changes things and keep them all the same too. such a happy day for me, all the hugs and kisses and smiles!! gonna have to spend more time with all friends. . .but you know what else? its nice to seriously sit back and feel wanted. . .and amazingly, i feel like i'm having one of those things that i had with john way back when. . .just someone to talk to. . maybe thats all i need. . .i dunno. . we'll see. . i'm thinkin thats what i need again. . just a really good friend that has time to talk to me like he did. . .*sigh*