oh crap! apparently what i wrote earlier didnt post .. so lemme restart. . . i decided to do this online journal as a forum to express my thoughts. . .because lately, i've been expressing too much to Hong and poor thing is gettin depressed because of me =( (sorrry Hong) well lets see. . . as of late, i've come to the realization that i'm not truly happy. . just kinda having moments where i'm just appeased at the moment until life settles in again .. .sad huh? well i've kinda figured out what i want. .at least for the moment! i want a nice chilled nite in with someone special. . just to be able to spend time together and hang out because its such a rare experience as is! just to be able to relax on the couch and make it a blockbuster nite. . or go and walk through the lights at Zilker. . how about something romantic? or GEEZ maybe thats asking for too much!! i dunno. . .its just hittin that nasty year memory mark. . and so far, i've been goo about things because i've found something exciting. . new. . and better for me =) and PLUS, if UT plays LSU in the Cotton Bowl, we're kickin some ARSE! =D
well other than my some called social life, everything's okay. . just took my first final (French) and i'm hoping i did okay. . only needed 106/150 for an A and a 6/150 for a B. . . if i wasnt an "overachiever" (LOL) i would have just answered the 2 questions that i knew FOR SURE and left instead of spending 2 cruciating hours tryin to figure out if i actually knew any français! well hopefully i got the A! sooooo 1 final down, 2 more to go. . now its time to run off, shower and study for my sociology of the family final! hopefully itll be a good one! take care everyone and good luck on finals! you'll be hearing from me again real soon! esp if i get distracted, bored or just plain old procrastination kicks in!